ally's suicide note=

another freaking heart attack. i wanna go back to obsessing over music & books with you. how long has it been? three years? i remember being a boardie, the p33n jokes, ciwwaf, sid & ricky, cyanide&happiness,etc etc. we were both fucked up kids, but we were fucked up together, and that's what counted the most..ally, you mean so much to me. SO much to me. please, let's get back to obsessing. It's what kept us holding on, just a little bit longer, remember? i love you, i always will. thank god i had felix there with me, catching my tears in his chest. fucking idiot is not good at consoling. but hes the best thing i have. i love him so so much ally, i feel so fucking vulnerable. please stay. they're just barbiturated decisions.
dont go.